Wednesday, May 19, 2010

I'm Melting....

This is me blabbing. I'm not melting because I am hot. I was melting like the Wicked Witch of the West. Just withering into the floor into a small puddle of water that was gathering outside my patio. Yup. It rained AGAIN today. The sun is my anti-depressant and I have noticed that I have had too many -BLAH- days as of late due to the outpouring of love the clouds have had for the earth. Its been raining like crazy and I cannot stand it one bit. I am ready for swimming, tans, bbq's, and the like. Isn't it May after all? I have a problem with the weather controlling my mood. It is certainly one of the side effects of my seizure meds. There should be a warning on the bottle suggesting that severe changes of mood can occur as a result of the weather. So I cant explain the Debbie Downer feeling I have. But I can explain the lovely band-aid I put on my mood. Her name is Regina Spektor. She is the best. She has the peppiest music. I LOVE IT!!! I havent gotten a good listen in on Regina in a long time. She reminds me of my love McCall and the ridiculously wonderful time we had in Rexy. Then thinking of McCall lifts my spirits and I feel happy. McCall is one of those friends for life kind of gals. She was the best roomie a girl could ever ask for. We were soulmates. One couldnt deny it. Especially when we would walk out of our bedrooms wearing the exact same WalMart sweats (still can't believe how much I ever bought in the clothing dept at WalMart when I lived in Rexburg), hideous white puffy coat, and ridiculous rainboots to walk in 1000 feet of snow to the boys apartments. I love you McCall you are like a ray of sunshine in this sunless life. So thank you Regina for helping me think of my McCauley. Thank you not Rain in May.

5 comments:

Dane & McCall said...

I stinking love you and miss you. Those were the days galloping around in our galoshes...we thought we were hot stuff! haha. You are coming to the burg in 7 weeks?? Can't wait! It has been way to long since I have seen your cute face. This post really made my day...you are the best ever. Love you and I miss US!

Taneil said...

Chelsie loved Regina Specktor. Everytime I hear her I think of Chelsie. Especially Samson. Love ya

Jeff and Eliza said...

Seriously! I just bought Rozzi a giraffe pool and I am dying to bust it open! When it gets warmer Braden better be over here for a pool party!

Marc and Stacy said...

Yeah, this spring has sucked. Way too many gloomy days and such a horrible allergy season because of the moisture mix ups. Yuck. So cute you got to think of your friend though. What a sweet tribute to her.
P.S. there wasn't anywhere else much to buy clothes when i lived in rexburg either, than Walmart. Although, I seem to remember having a Maurice's charge card. haha

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